Shit!

People are all happy about Valentine's Day how you will be with the one you love. Who ever made up this day should die in a fucking fire really, couples are just making the single people feel like shit. Yes it's nice to show your feeling for someone but really you can do that any other day but why the 14th Feburay it's just a normal day really.

Well this is what I think of Valentine's Day if you don't like it fuck off! Valentine's Day is just a day that guys can just a girl a card and chocolate to show how much he loves her yeah a piace of card and food that makes her fat you are a really good boyfriend aren't you? Because of all this the guy thinks he going to get lucky. That is all Valentine's Day is that guys get sex for a day.

This is my 18th Valentine's Day alone and you can tell why am pissed off at it really because I never get to spend the day with someone I love because no one loves me really, everyone just fakes it and pretends to be my friend because they feel sorry for me how stupid I am and how I can never do anything right and I fuck everything up all the time. This Valentine's Day is going to down in a bottle of Vokda and I'll try and forget about it.

Thank you for wasting 10 minutes for your life on me.

I should always make sure...

I am logged out of public computers, like in college ;)

Good thing the people on this right now are nice.

We'll log you out.

It Starts Again!!

Well am back doing blogging again yay (not).

It's weird coming back to blogging and i have no idea what to blog about lol. The course has been fun at points, some haven't am not going to name any. Some of the people in my class i have gotten on with quite well some i haven't talk to yet but i don't know yet.

Well that's me for the now until I know what am going write lol

Bye

xxxx

Last Of It All.

This week is the last week of college which is exiting and sad at the same time and here is why:-

Good: We can finilly stay in our beds for as long as we want, spend the summer with friends and family, go on a nice holiday, go to parties and get so drunk that your sick as a dog and have the time of your life really.

Bad: Going to miss some people in your college course that you may never see again, on some days be bored and wishing you had something to do, for parents having to be stuck with the kids and wishing they were back at school and spend alot of money of things you'll just forget about.

Well i really have enjoyed this course, hoping to stay in touch with people and see them again soon.

Bye xx

Blogging.

Since I started this course in January, I've learnt that you can blog about your option on subjects that might be on the news or if you needed to get something off your chest. I didn't like blogging at first but once I started getting into it, it was alright.

In this class we normally get a subject to blog about and it was always about the news because my mum always watches it :(. Knowing you can have your own option about things is really good even it's good or bad.

Sometime you just can't be bothered blogging but it does help making your point clear about things and i will continue blogging and hope it may help me later on in life maybe if it can.

Thank you x

Fears.

Everyone fears something, many people fear spiders, snakes or maybe even dying, if you say you don't fear anything you are lying.

I fear many things like sharks, loosing friends and family, needles and not being able to have children but that is me and i can't help but fear them. People say you can over come your fears but it's not easy, as they say Rome wasn't built in a day.

Many people have phobies, i have a phobie of needles called Trypanophobia and a phobie od sharks called Selachophobia. There are million phobies in the world, many people share the same phobie. Some people have a phobie of buttons may be strange but that how people may feel towards them.

People are different and fear different things, something could have happened in their childhood or may have been born with it but if you get the right help you may be able to overcome that fear.

Thank you.

Best Summer!.

The best summer i had is got to be when i first went to Spain well it was Mallorca and It was great holiday, really want to go back but oh well. Loved it when you get off the plane and the heat just hits you, it was amazing. I would go back to Mallorca but i would prefer going somewhere else but no money for it so stuck in Scotland this summer.

Am not going to tell you want am going to this summer because i have no idea what am going to do. I will be spending it with my little cousins at the Bevi Park in Kirkcaldy which is going to fun i think, yeah am going to spend it with my little cousins.